Friday, May 18, 2012

no mañana, HOY / not tomorrow, TODAY

Hoy tubimos una conferencia con un chavo de 33 años, el tiene cancer y tiene 7 años con cancer. Al momento en el que le diagnosticaron el cancer le dijeron tienes 4 meses de vida. No voy a poder expresar aquí como se expresa el, pero lo intentare. Nos hablo de como su vida ha cambiado desde que tiene cáncer, y no porque tiene que estar llendo a quimioterapias o por las 6 inyecciones que se pone diarias. Por la manera en la que vive su vida, el vive TODOS los dias como si fuera si ultimo, asi literal. Si te dijeran tienes 100 dias de vida, desperdiciarias 99 y aprovecharias 1. El es lo que hace vive todos los dias, y todos los días le pide a Dios que se un magnifico dia, si tiene la fortuna de llegar a mañana exelente, si no que viva ese dia al 100. Nunca dejen algo sin decir, o sentimientos sin decir. Nos conto como de chiquito su familia era pobre, muy pobre que el tenia que trabajar en las calles a los 12 años. Su papá era alcholico y la mayor parte del dinero de su mamá iba a el. El trabajaba y le llevaba comida a sus hermanitos de 9. Un dia su hermanito le pregunto porque a las casas de enfrente llegaba santa y no a la suya.. el le dijo que era porque no habia numero, al dia siguiente su hermanito habia pintado un 5 en la pared. El se fue a la calle a trabajar por comida, queria tambien comprarles algo a sus hermanos. Se encontro 2 pelotitas en la calle, y en una carpinteria le dieron una caja de madera, en la carpinteria le prestaron los materiales porque limpiaba ahi, y les iba a hacer unas raquetas. Su hermanito estaba jugando con un balon y el solo le decia que iba a romper algo, siguio y siguio y tiro todo. Su primera reaccion fue darle una nalgada, su hermano empezo a llorar a pedirle perdon. El se salio y se sento en la banqueta, su hermanito seguia pidiendole perdon llorando alado de el, el no queria decirle nada porque sabia que despues de eso le iba a preguntar ¿que estas haciendo?, no le contesto. Paso un carro se subio a la banqueta atropello al hermano, y se murio... No le pudo decir que si, no le pudo dar su regalo, no le pudo decir cuanto lo amaba. Eso me marco mucho no importa si tienes cancer o no, si te estas muriendo o no, tu vida puede acabar en este instante. Y si se acabara ahora te irias tranquilo? estarias en paz con todas las personas? ya les dijiste que los amas?

Un amigo iba con el a la platica, lo conocio porque el chavo se drogaba, y el le dijo: como puede ser que tu te estes matando porque sabes que eso te mata, y ya no quieres vivir. Y yo me estoy muriendo y lo unico que quiero es vivir y agradesco cada día. El cambio la vida de su amigo, y el a cambio le dijo que lo ayudaria. El le dijo que solo queria que asi como el lo habia ayudado que ayudara a 10 personas mas.

Tiene 4 años dando platicas y tiene una fundación con mas de 4,000 niños. Un dia una señora le marco por telefono llorando, que le iban a amputar la pierna a su hija de 9 años que si podía ir a hablar con ella. El se preocupo de lo que le iba a tener que decir a la niña y estaba rezando por ella. Cuando llego al hospital lo primero que se le vino a la mente fue "Mi amor como te sientes" la niña dijo bien me cortaron una pierna pero tengo otra! Ella le dijo que le habian cortado su pierna para darsela a otra niña que no tubiera ninguna. Despues le dijo te puedo decir un secreto.. alado de mi esta esa niña con cancer en el cerebro y no puede ver.. no le puedes decir a Dios que yo le doy uno de mis ojos? alcabo tengo 2. Y ahi personas que se quejan por todo! creo que me deberia de incluir ahi.. Ahi una gran cantidad de niños que quieren llegar a ser grandes, de jovenes con sueños de madres o padres que solo piensan en sus hijos, y que tienen cancer y que no saben cuando se van a ir, y que darian todo por estar sanos. Y hay tanta gente que desperdicia su vida. Hay tanta gente que no aprovecha lo que tiene. Su papá tiene 2 años en coma, nos contó como lo extraña, como extraña que lo regañe, que le diga que lo quiere. Un día en una conferencia un chavo se acerco con el y le dijo "ya no aguanto a mi papa" siempre se queja de mi, me esta regañando, todo lo que hago esta mal, no me deja hacer lo que quiero, etc etc. Dijo que siguió por mínimo 10 minutos quejándose de su papá y el le dijo, mira yo extraño mucho mucho a mi papa, y el tuyo a ti te estorba. Mejor que tu papá quede en coma y yo tenga otra vez al mio.. como lo extraño! Aprovecha lo que tienes porque no sabes cuanto tiempo lo vas a tener! No dejes nada para mañana no sabes si vas a despertar, no dejes de tener fe y piensa si te murieras ahorita te irias en paz si tu respuesta es si reafirmala, si es no cambia eso. Porque en milesimas de segundos todo puede acabar.
Gracias Hector Molina :)


We had a conference today with a 33 years old guy, he has cancer and he has had it for 7 years. At the moment they told him he has cancer they told him he had 4 months of life. I won't be able to express my self like he did, but I'll try.

He talk us about how his lide had change since he got cancer, and not because he is going to chemoteraphy, or because he have 6 inyeccions per day. It is because of the way he lives his life, he lives EVERY DAY like it was the last one, really. If you had 100 days of life, you'll waste 99 and in the last one you'll want to do everything. That's what he do, he lives everyday and everyday he ask God that he'll have a good day, and if he's lucky to wake up tomorrow thank you, if not let me live at 100% this day. Never stop telling someone how much they mean to you or how much you love them. He told us that when he was little his family was very poor that he needed to work in streets at 12. His dad was an alcholic and most of the money went to beers, the money his mom earned. He worked and feed his little brothers of 9 years. One day his brother ask him why in the houses in the front santa bring presents and not in his, he told him that it was because there was no number, the next day he found that his brother had wrote a big 5 on the wall. The next day he went to work for money, but he also wanted to buy something for his brothers. When he came back to home with no money he found 2 little balls in the street, he went to a carpentry and there they gave him a box and they borrow him the materials because he cleaned the place, and he wanted to make raquets for them. His brother was playing next to him with a ball, he told him to stop because he would brake something, he keep playing and he dropped everything. He gave him a spank, his brother started crying saying sorry again and again. He went outside and sit down in the sidewalk, his brother next to him kept crying saying sorry. He didn't wanted to say anything because he knew after that he would ask "what were you doing?" he didn't answer. A car with a drunk guy step over the sidewalk and killed his brother... He didn't tell him yes I forgive you, he didn't gave him his present, he couldn´t said how much he loved him.

That stayed on me for a while, it doesn't matter if you have cancer or no, if you're dying or not, your life could end right now. And if it ended right now would you go calm? Would you be in peace with everyone? Did you already told them you love them?

A friend of him went to the speach, he meet him because he used to do drugs and he told him: How could it be that you're killing your self because you know that kilss you, and I'm dying and I want to live, give me your life if you don't want it, I only want that to live and I thank every day that I wake up because is a miracle. He changed the life of him, nos his best friend. He told him he would help him, he just said do what I did to you to 10 people, help them like I did.

He have 4 years giving speaches and helping people, he have a foundation with 4,000 kids. One day a woman called him crying, he told him that they were going to cut the leg of her 9 years old daugther, that if he could go and talk to her. He got worried about what he would tell her and he was praying for her. When he came to the hospital the first thing in his mind to said was "sweetie how are you feeling?" he smiled and said Excelent they just cut my leg but I have another one! She told him that they had cutted her leg to gave it to a girl that didn't had anyone. Then she told him can I tell you a secret? right next to me in that bed there's a girl with cancer in the brain and she can't see.. can you tell God to gave her one of my eyes? I have 2. And there's still people that complain about everything! I think I should said that for me... No one have any idea of how many children that would like to grow up, of teens with big dreams, of mothers and fathers that only think in their sons, and they have cancer and they don't know when they will leave and they will give everything to be healthy. And there's so many people that waste their life. There's so many people that don't see what they have and how lucky they are. His dad has 2 years in coma, he told us how he missed him, how he miss when he punish him, when he told him that he love him. One day in a speach a guy came to him to blame about his dad he said: "I can't stand my dad" he always complains about me, he is always punishing me, everything I do is wrong, he doesn't let me do what I want, etc etc. He said that the guy complained about his dad for like 10 minutes. And he told him, look I really miss my dad, I miss him a lot, and yours is just annoying for you. It would be better if your dad stays in coma and I have mine back.. I miss him! Take Advantage of what you have because you don't know how much time you will have it! Don't leave anything for tomorrow you don't know if you will wake up, don't stop having faith and think about it, if you died right now.. would yo go in peace? if your answer is yes keep doing it better, if it is no change that. In thousandths of seconds everything could be over.
Thanks Hector Molina :)