What do you want to be when you grow up?

What do you want to be when you grow up? That's the question you ask a little kid, and they say any kind of answers, I've said astronaut, dolphin trainer, chef, etc. Now tomorrow it's my first day of college, and I'm gonna study architecture. All those times someone asked me "what do I want to be when I grow up?" are finally starting tomorrow. I'm so scared, I'm scared of failing, I'm scared it's not the right choice, I'm scared I won't do it, but mostly I'm scared to be there. It's not like secondary when you just wanted to break the rules and "feel cool", or in high school when you realize about some things, and you see you want another. It's not like that, the friends I made there are real friends. The friends I'm going to make in college, one day they will want the same job I do, they will want to be better, and they will focus on themselves. I know it's time, and if I'm here it's because I'm ready. But the real world it's a scary place. It's not as nice as people show it, it's not easy. So you could said so that tomorrow I start for real. I'm really nervous, but right now it's what I need to do. I don't know what to expect, I just know I will do my best. Life is about that, being with the ones you love and love you, doing what you love, and always giving your best. I'm nervous, but in some years I'll be nervous because of a job interview, then I'll be nervous because of my wedding, then because of the birth of my first son/daughter. I don't know what to expect, and that's why I'm nervous. Life doesn't come with instructions, but it does with love, faith, hope, happiness. I just hope I will always be sure about my decisions, I don't want to look back and regret. I just want to do with my life, something different. I want to look back and said: I loved and I was loved back, I did what I loved, I didn't regret about a lot of things, I did my best, I did a difference, I changed someone's life, I made it...